When is the last time I listen to the song of us? I used to press "next" whenever I hear the music of the song plays, today I finally brought out the courage in me to listen to the whole song. It never brought tears to my eyes like it still does the last time I heard the music. Have the urge to press "next" when it comes to the chorus part but I left it playing. The song ended, and I feel the pain. It still hurts, and I missed you. It's a beautiful song I wish not erase, but it pains me to hear it.
可以不要再说你爱我了吗？可以用行动来证明吗？
为什么你不明白？
你现在所做的，不但无法让我感觉到爱，无意中也带给我压力。
这就是你所为的爱吗？
为什么你总是说一套做一套？
说了放开，绝还牢牢守着。
为什么你永远不明白我心里想要什么？
请你不要再把你的推测用在我身上，好吗？
请你不要再用文字来表达你的爱。。。
也不要再用歌曲来代表你的爱。。。
我要的是行动。
把我放开，让我去闯，可以吗？
你一直以来，对我就好像只被关在笼子里的小鸟。
你不让我飞出去，怕我迷路，怕我受伤。
即使有机会飞出去，也会有条绳子绑在身上。
你是否想过，这，是我想要的吗？
我知道你是为我好，我明白。
可是，我想要的，不是这样的爱。
我有一颗野心，我想出去闯闯。
即使有一天碰钉子，我也不后悔，因为路是自己选的。
为什么你不明白？
你现在所做的，不但无法让我感觉到爱，无意中也带给我压力。
这就是你所为的爱吗？
为什么你总是说一套做一套？
说了放开，绝还牢牢守着。
为什么你永远不明白我心里想要什么？
请你不要再把你的推测用在我身上，好吗？
请你不要再用文字来表达你的爱。。。
也不要再用歌曲来代表你的爱。。。
我要的是行动。
把我放开，让我去闯，可以吗？
你一直以来，对我就好像只被关在笼子里的小鸟。
你不让我飞出去，怕我迷路，怕我受伤。
即使有机会飞出去，也会有条绳子绑在身上。
你是否想过，这，是我想要的吗？
我知道你是为我好，我明白。
可是，我想要的，不是这样的爱。
我有一颗野心，我想出去闯闯。
即使有一天碰钉子，我也不后悔，因为路是自己选的。
我曾经很爱很爱的你，还有我自己,
五年感情，听起来不容易吧？对，就是不容易所以才能从中更了解自己，更了解你。
看着彼此在长大就像对这一个收悉的陌生人。
以为很了解，事实却不是。以为不了解，却能看透彼此的心。
我们的关系就是那么的矛盾。
为彼此流过多少泪，经历过多少次心如被刀割的痛，数不清了吧？
你说很爱很爱我，可是为什么你会舍得我难过？
我说自己不爱你，可是怎么心里却还想关心，对你还是有牵挂？
这段感情，喜怒悲哀，酸甜苦辣，我们都经历过。
分手虽然是我提出的，可是难免会不舍。
不管怎样，你也陪伴了我五年。
你讽刺的说分手是我想要的，终于得到了，很开心了吧？
对不起，我不是木头人，我还是会感到不舍，感到心疼的。
不断的争吵，我累了。真的累了。
分手的原因很简单-我要我们都快乐。
我不想再争吵，不想再对你说狠话，不想再听你对我埋怨，不想再彼此挑剔对方的不好。
我们都有缺陷。爱情，没有谁对谁错。
争吵，我们都辛苦。
分手，就痛最后一次。过了，就要寻找快乐。
我不否认你对我好，请你也别否认我曾经对你的爱。
这五年，我们都有付出。
真的爱，请别说谁为谁付出了什么，因为爱没得衡量。
我们的路程，已经到了停站。是否还能继续，是个未知数的问题。
请你原谅我的绝情，我只想给彼此一个机会。
注定在一起的，无论什么风风雨雨，绕了多大个圈，还是会在一起。
不该在一起的，再怎么争扎，再怎么坚持到最后也是不会开花结果。
爱情，要享受，而不是忍受。
我的缺点，请你记得。以后的她，不要有我的缺点。
我对你的好，请你记得。这样才算是公平的。
旁观者
我先放弃，就是罪人了？
你们都只是旁观者，
我们之间的事，
你们有多了解？
我真的觉得好不公平。
可是没关系，
就当我愧欠了他，
这一次，
坏人让我来当。
五年感情，听起来不容易吧？对，就是不容易所以才能从中更了解自己，更了解你。
看着彼此在长大就像对这一个收悉的陌生人。
以为很了解，事实却不是。以为不了解，却能看透彼此的心。
我们的关系就是那么的矛盾。
为彼此流过多少泪，经历过多少次心如被刀割的痛，数不清了吧？
你说很爱很爱我，可是为什么你会舍得我难过？
我说自己不爱你，可是怎么心里却还想关心，对你还是有牵挂？
这段感情，喜怒悲哀，酸甜苦辣，我们都经历过。
分手虽然是我提出的，可是难免会不舍。
不管怎样，你也陪伴了我五年。
你讽刺的说分手是我想要的，终于得到了，很开心了吧？
对不起，我不是木头人，我还是会感到不舍，感到心疼的。
不断的争吵，我累了。真的累了。
分手的原因很简单-我要我们都快乐。
我不想再争吵，不想再对你说狠话，不想再听你对我埋怨，不想再彼此挑剔对方的不好。
我们都有缺陷。爱情，没有谁对谁错。
争吵，我们都辛苦。
分手，就痛最后一次。过了，就要寻找快乐。
我不否认你对我好，请你也别否认我曾经对你的爱。
这五年，我们都有付出。
真的爱，请别说谁为谁付出了什么，因为爱没得衡量。
我们的路程，已经到了停站。是否还能继续，是个未知数的问题。
请你原谅我的绝情，我只想给彼此一个机会。
注定在一起的，无论什么风风雨雨，绕了多大个圈，还是会在一起。
不该在一起的，再怎么争扎，再怎么坚持到最后也是不会开花结果。
爱情，要享受，而不是忍受。
我的缺点，请你记得。以后的她，不要有我的缺点。
我对你的好，请你记得。这样才算是公平的。
旁观者
我先放弃，就是罪人了？
你们都只是旁观者，
我们之间的事，
你们有多了解？
我真的觉得好不公平。
可是没关系，
就当我愧欠了他，
这一次，
坏人让我来当。
What kind of relatives do I have? Thankfully they are just distant relatives cause they're just a shame.
Today was the second day of CNY and I'm really annoyed by some distant relatives behavior. I think they're the worst relatives I have.
I reached my hometown by around 10 in the morning. Since then, my mom, grandma and aunts have been busy preparing lunch for some unworthy relatives. They've been busy for hours and finally, everything is done. These relatives, said they will reach by around 11 morning but the time they reached it was almost 2 in the afternoon. It was such a big difference from the time they mentioned so WTF?
Of course, when you come to someone house, you greet people. But what the hell? Doesn't even bother to greet everyone INCLUDING MY GRANDMA which was, apart from my grandpa, owner of the house. And all these people bother are "eat". So you think you're the only one on Earth that feels hungry? Can you at least asked? Jeezzz...
What's worst, they only care bout themselves. Busy occupying the dining table and didn't bothered to invite the two eldest in the house, which was the owner of the house or at the very least, leave spaces for them. What kind of human with brains do these? Is this kind of treatment my grandma deserved after waking at 6 in the morning to prepare all these stuffs? The elder and younger are the same. All they bother about is eat, eat and eat. Didn't you know there's people that will eat after you so can you at least control your appetite a little? What The Hell!!!
Are you people imbecile or your brain just got turned off?
Damn I was really so pissed off. Never like to see them again never mind under what occasion or circumstances. You people are a shame!
Today was the second day of CNY and I'm really annoyed by some distant relatives behavior. I think they're the worst relatives I have.
I reached my hometown by around 10 in the morning. Since then, my mom, grandma and aunts have been busy preparing lunch for some unworthy relatives. They've been busy for hours and finally, everything is done. These relatives, said they will reach by around 11 morning but the time they reached it was almost 2 in the afternoon. It was such a big difference from the time they mentioned so WTF?
Of course, when you come to someone house, you greet people. But what the hell? Doesn't even bother to greet everyone INCLUDING MY GRANDMA which was, apart from my grandpa, owner of the house. And all these people bother are "eat". So you think you're the only one on Earth that feels hungry? Can you at least asked? Jeezzz...
What's worst, they only care bout themselves. Busy occupying the dining table and didn't bothered to invite the two eldest in the house, which was the owner of the house or at the very least, leave spaces for them. What kind of human with brains do these? Is this kind of treatment my grandma deserved after waking at 6 in the morning to prepare all these stuffs? The elder and younger are the same. All they bother about is eat, eat and eat. Didn't you know there's people that will eat after you so can you at least control your appetite a little? What The Hell!!!
Are you people imbecile or your brain just got turned off?
Damn I was really so pissed off. Never like to see them again never mind under what occasion or circumstances. You people are a shame!
It's X'mas eve and I'm feeling terribly unhappy. Why just a small wish, a simple wish as that can't be fulfilled? Just a movie, just a small gift for myself, why no? Why can't I have a thing as simple as that?
It wasn't me being not thankful but I'm just being self conscious. I know who am I too clearly so what? At least I'm the money-minded one or do you wish I am? Being around them just make me the dimmest light of all. Bet it's the first time I'm so unhappy during X'mas, sigh. Am I not being thankful to God? Sigh...
It wasn't me being not thankful but I'm just being self conscious. I know who am I too clearly so what? At least I'm the money-minded one or do you wish I am? Being around them just make me the dimmest light of all. Bet it's the first time I'm so unhappy during X'mas, sigh. Am I not being thankful to God? Sigh...
Whatever you see or hear may not be the way you think it is.
A truth is a truth, a perception is a perception.
Not all perceptions are truths.
You see what's outside of me but you see nothing inside of me. You don't know what I'm thinking, what I really want and who I really am. But I'm pretty sure what you think about me is wrong. The truth is, I cared and still care. Couldn't deny it that I'm still leading my life happily everyday but no one sees the missing part in my life. I never told anyone about it and don't want to either. All I want is to find back the missing part someday.
It was suppose to be a happy day, a day of reunion, a day of joy, a day of fun, a day of everything, but something is missing. Though it's still a happy day, it was a day of incomplete as well. Something which was suppose to be there wasn't there. Why? Just because a misunderstanding, a misconception I suppose. Didn't expect that incompleteness anyway but what can I do? Something passed and it becomes a past. Past can never be changed but future is our choice. It's not easy to do something but when I'm ready to do it, you chose to fail me. Couldn't do anything bout it but just wait for a second time maybe. Things come and go, but you stay. You're a part that I chose to keep.
A truth is a truth, a perception is a perception.
Not all perceptions are truths.
You see what's outside of me but you see nothing inside of me. You don't know what I'm thinking, what I really want and who I really am. But I'm pretty sure what you think about me is wrong. The truth is, I cared and still care. Couldn't deny it that I'm still leading my life happily everyday but no one sees the missing part in my life. I never told anyone about it and don't want to either. All I want is to find back the missing part someday.
It was suppose to be a happy day, a day of reunion, a day of joy, a day of fun, a day of everything, but something is missing. Though it's still a happy day, it was a day of incomplete as well. Something which was suppose to be there wasn't there. Why? Just because a misunderstanding, a misconception I suppose. Didn't expect that incompleteness anyway but what can I do? Something passed and it becomes a past. Past can never be changed but future is our choice. It's not easy to do something but when I'm ready to do it, you chose to fail me. Couldn't do anything bout it but just wait for a second time maybe. Things come and go, but you stay. You're a part that I chose to keep.
I thought I will never cry because of it... because of you all again...
I failed... My eyes are bathed with tears while talking and making it clear to you...
I just realised that I still care bout you all... And the hurt you all did is too much to bear...
Your apology might be a little too late... But it's alright...
And if it isn't because of the 10years I will say "I don't freaking care".
Just hope that you all will never do that again... Cause it really really hurt a lot...
I failed... My eyes are bathed with tears while talking and making it clear to you...
I just realised that I still care bout you all... And the hurt you all did is too much to bear...
Your apology might be a little too late... But it's alright...
And if it isn't because of the 10years I will say "I don't freaking care".
Just hope that you all will never do that again... Cause it really really hurt a lot...
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Sunday, January 29, 2012
Our song
When is the last time I listen to the song of us? I used to press "next" whenever I hear the music of the song plays, today I finally brought out the courage in me to listen to the whole song. It never brought tears to my eyes like it still does the last time I heard the music. Have the urge to press "next" when it comes to the chorus part but I left it playing. The song ended, and I feel the pain. It still hurts, and I missed you. It's a beautiful song I wish not erase, but it pains me to hear it.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
不要把爱挂嘴边。。。
可以不要再说你爱我了吗？可以用行动来证明吗？
为什么你不明白？
你现在所做的，不但无法让我感觉到爱，无意中也带给我压力。
这就是你所为的爱吗？
为什么你总是说一套做一套？
说了放开，绝还牢牢守着。
为什么你永远不明白我心里想要什么？
请你不要再把你的推测用在我身上，好吗？
请你不要再用文字来表达你的爱。。。
也不要再用歌曲来代表你的爱。。。
我要的是行动。
把我放开，让我去闯，可以吗？
你一直以来，对我就好像只被关在笼子里的小鸟。
你不让我飞出去，怕我迷路，怕我受伤。
即使有机会飞出去，也会有条绳子绑在身上。
你是否想过，这，是我想要的吗？
我知道你是为我好，我明白。
可是，我想要的，不是这样的爱。
我有一颗野心，我想出去闯闯。
即使有一天碰钉子，我也不后悔，因为路是自己选的。
为什么你不明白？
你现在所做的，不但无法让我感觉到爱，无意中也带给我压力。
这就是你所为的爱吗？
为什么你总是说一套做一套？
说了放开，绝还牢牢守着。
为什么你永远不明白我心里想要什么？
请你不要再把你的推测用在我身上，好吗？
请你不要再用文字来表达你的爱。。。
也不要再用歌曲来代表你的爱。。。
我要的是行动。
把我放开，让我去闯，可以吗？
你一直以来，对我就好像只被关在笼子里的小鸟。
你不让我飞出去，怕我迷路，怕我受伤。
即使有机会飞出去，也会有条绳子绑在身上。
你是否想过，这，是我想要的吗？
我知道你是为我好，我明白。
可是，我想要的，不是这样的爱。
我有一颗野心，我想出去闯闯。
即使有一天碰钉子，我也不后悔，因为路是自己选的。
Thursday, September 29, 2011
坏人让我来做
我曾经很爱很爱的你，还有我自己,
五年感情，听起来不容易吧？对，就是不容易所以才能从中更了解自己，更了解你。
看着彼此在长大就像对这一个收悉的陌生人。
以为很了解，事实却不是。以为不了解，却能看透彼此的心。
我们的关系就是那么的矛盾。
为彼此流过多少泪，经历过多少次心如被刀割的痛，数不清了吧？
你说很爱很爱我，可是为什么你会舍得我难过？
我说自己不爱你，可是怎么心里却还想关心，对你还是有牵挂？
这段感情，喜怒悲哀，酸甜苦辣，我们都经历过。
分手虽然是我提出的，可是难免会不舍。
不管怎样，你也陪伴了我五年。
你讽刺的说分手是我想要的，终于得到了，很开心了吧？
对不起，我不是木头人，我还是会感到不舍，感到心疼的。
不断的争吵，我累了。真的累了。
分手的原因很简单-我要我们都快乐。
我不想再争吵，不想再对你说狠话，不想再听你对我埋怨，不想再彼此挑剔对方的不好。
我们都有缺陷。爱情，没有谁对谁错。
争吵，我们都辛苦。
分手，就痛最后一次。过了，就要寻找快乐。
我不否认你对我好，请你也别否认我曾经对你的爱。
这五年，我们都有付出。
真的爱，请别说谁为谁付出了什么，因为爱没得衡量。
我们的路程，已经到了停站。是否还能继续，是个未知数的问题。
请你原谅我的绝情，我只想给彼此一个机会。
注定在一起的，无论什么风风雨雨，绕了多大个圈，还是会在一起。
不该在一起的，再怎么争扎，再怎么坚持到最后也是不会开花结果。
爱情，要享受，而不是忍受。
我的缺点，请你记得。以后的她，不要有我的缺点。
我对你的好，请你记得。这样才算是公平的。
旁观者
我先放弃，就是罪人了？
你们都只是旁观者，
我们之间的事，
你们有多了解？
我真的觉得好不公平。
可是没关系，
就当我愧欠了他，
这一次，
坏人让我来当。
五年感情，听起来不容易吧？对，就是不容易所以才能从中更了解自己，更了解你。
看着彼此在长大就像对这一个收悉的陌生人。
以为很了解，事实却不是。以为不了解，却能看透彼此的心。
我们的关系就是那么的矛盾。
为彼此流过多少泪，经历过多少次心如被刀割的痛，数不清了吧？
你说很爱很爱我，可是为什么你会舍得我难过？
我说自己不爱你，可是怎么心里却还想关心，对你还是有牵挂？
这段感情，喜怒悲哀，酸甜苦辣，我们都经历过。
分手虽然是我提出的，可是难免会不舍。
不管怎样，你也陪伴了我五年。
你讽刺的说分手是我想要的，终于得到了，很开心了吧？
对不起，我不是木头人，我还是会感到不舍，感到心疼的。
不断的争吵，我累了。真的累了。
分手的原因很简单-我要我们都快乐。
我不想再争吵，不想再对你说狠话，不想再听你对我埋怨，不想再彼此挑剔对方的不好。
我们都有缺陷。爱情，没有谁对谁错。
争吵，我们都辛苦。
分手，就痛最后一次。过了，就要寻找快乐。
我不否认你对我好，请你也别否认我曾经对你的爱。
这五年，我们都有付出。
真的爱，请别说谁为谁付出了什么，因为爱没得衡量。
我们的路程，已经到了停站。是否还能继续，是个未知数的问题。
请你原谅我的绝情，我只想给彼此一个机会。
注定在一起的，无论什么风风雨雨，绕了多大个圈，还是会在一起。
不该在一起的，再怎么争扎，再怎么坚持到最后也是不会开花结果。
爱情，要享受，而不是忍受。
我的缺点，请你记得。以后的她，不要有我的缺点。
我对你的好，请你记得。这样才算是公平的。
旁观者
我先放弃，就是罪人了？
你们都只是旁观者，
我们之间的事，
你们有多了解？
我真的觉得好不公平。
可是没关系，
就当我愧欠了他，
这一次，
坏人让我来当。
Friday, February 4, 2011
Imbeciles!
What kind of relatives do I have? Thankfully they are just distant relatives cause they're just a shame.
Today was the second day of CNY and I'm really annoyed by some distant relatives behavior. I think they're the worst relatives I have.
I reached my hometown by around 10 in the morning. Since then, my mom, grandma and aunts have been busy preparing lunch for some unworthy relatives. They've been busy for hours and finally, everything is done. These relatives, said they will reach by around 11 morning but the time they reached it was almost 2 in the afternoon. It was such a big difference from the time they mentioned so WTF?
Of course, when you come to someone house, you greet people. But what the hell? Doesn't even bother to greet everyone INCLUDING MY GRANDMA which was, apart from my grandpa, owner of the house. And all these people bother are "eat". So you think you're the only one on Earth that feels hungry? Can you at least asked? Jeezzz...
What's worst, they only care bout themselves. Busy occupying the dining table and didn't bothered to invite the two eldest in the house, which was the owner of the house or at the very least, leave spaces for them. What kind of human with brains do these? Is this kind of treatment my grandma deserved after waking at 6 in the morning to prepare all these stuffs? The elder and younger are the same. All they bother about is eat, eat and eat. Didn't you know there's people that will eat after you so can you at least control your appetite a little? What The Hell!!!
Are you people imbecile or your brain just got turned off?
Damn I was really so pissed off. Never like to see them again never mind under what occasion or circumstances. You people are a shame!
Today was the second day of CNY and I'm really annoyed by some distant relatives behavior. I think they're the worst relatives I have.
I reached my hometown by around 10 in the morning. Since then, my mom, grandma and aunts have been busy preparing lunch for some unworthy relatives. They've been busy for hours and finally, everything is done. These relatives, said they will reach by around 11 morning but the time they reached it was almost 2 in the afternoon. It was such a big difference from the time they mentioned so WTF?
Of course, when you come to someone house, you greet people. But what the hell? Doesn't even bother to greet everyone INCLUDING MY GRANDMA which was, apart from my grandpa, owner of the house. And all these people bother are "eat". So you think you're the only one on Earth that feels hungry? Can you at least asked? Jeezzz...
What's worst, they only care bout themselves. Busy occupying the dining table and didn't bothered to invite the two eldest in the house, which was the owner of the house or at the very least, leave spaces for them. What kind of human with brains do these? Is this kind of treatment my grandma deserved after waking at 6 in the morning to prepare all these stuffs? The elder and younger are the same. All they bother about is eat, eat and eat. Didn't you know there's people that will eat after you so can you at least control your appetite a little? What The Hell!!!
Are you people imbecile or your brain just got turned off?
Damn I was really so pissed off. Never like to see them again never mind under what occasion or circumstances. You people are a shame!
Friday, December 24, 2010
X'mas eve...
It's X'mas eve and I'm feeling terribly unhappy. Why just a small wish, a simple wish as that can't be fulfilled? Just a movie, just a small gift for myself, why no? Why can't I have a thing as simple as that?
It wasn't me being not thankful but I'm just being self conscious. I know who am I too clearly so what? At least I'm the money-minded one or do you wish I am? Being around them just make me the dimmest light of all. Bet it's the first time I'm so unhappy during X'mas, sigh. Am I not being thankful to God? Sigh...
It wasn't me being not thankful but I'm just being self conscious. I know who am I too clearly so what? At least I'm the money-minded one or do you wish I am? Being around them just make me the dimmest light of all. Bet it's the first time I'm so unhappy during X'mas, sigh. Am I not being thankful to God? Sigh...
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Perceptions and truths
Whatever you see or hear may not be the way you think it is.
A truth is a truth, a perception is a perception.
Not all perceptions are truths.
You see what's outside of me but you see nothing inside of me. You don't know what I'm thinking, what I really want and who I really am. But I'm pretty sure what you think about me is wrong. The truth is, I cared and still care. Couldn't deny it that I'm still leading my life happily everyday but no one sees the missing part in my life. I never told anyone about it and don't want to either. All I want is to find back the missing part someday.
It was suppose to be a happy day, a day of reunion, a day of joy, a day of fun, a day of everything, but something is missing. Though it's still a happy day, it was a day of incomplete as well. Something which was suppose to be there wasn't there. Why? Just because a misunderstanding, a misconception I suppose. Didn't expect that incompleteness anyway but what can I do? Something passed and it becomes a past. Past can never be changed but future is our choice. It's not easy to do something but when I'm ready to do it, you chose to fail me. Couldn't do anything bout it but just wait for a second time maybe. Things come and go, but you stay. You're a part that I chose to keep.
A truth is a truth, a perception is a perception.
Not all perceptions are truths.
You see what's outside of me but you see nothing inside of me. You don't know what I'm thinking, what I really want and who I really am. But I'm pretty sure what you think about me is wrong. The truth is, I cared and still care. Couldn't deny it that I'm still leading my life happily everyday but no one sees the missing part in my life. I never told anyone about it and don't want to either. All I want is to find back the missing part someday.
It was suppose to be a happy day, a day of reunion, a day of joy, a day of fun, a day of everything, but something is missing. Though it's still a happy day, it was a day of incomplete as well. Something which was suppose to be there wasn't there. Why? Just because a misunderstanding, a misconception I suppose. Didn't expect that incompleteness anyway but what can I do? Something passed and it becomes a past. Past can never be changed but future is our choice. It's not easy to do something but when I'm ready to do it, you chose to fail me. Couldn't do anything bout it but just wait for a second time maybe. Things come and go, but you stay. You're a part that I chose to keep.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
I failed~
I thought I will never cry because of it... because of you all again...
I failed... My eyes are bathed with tears while talking and making it clear to you...
I just realised that I still care bout you all... And the hurt you all did is too much to bear...
Your apology might be a little too late... But it's alright...
And if it isn't because of the 10years I will say "I don't freaking care".
Just hope that you all will never do that again... Cause it really really hurt a lot...
I failed... My eyes are bathed with tears while talking and making it clear to you...
I just realised that I still care bout you all... And the hurt you all did is too much to bear...
Your apology might be a little too late... But it's alright...
And if it isn't because of the 10years I will say "I don't freaking care".
Just hope that you all will never do that again... Cause it really really hurt a lot...
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