OMG!!! How nice is it to talk bout the past. Just had a roughly 30minutes chat with Miss Bee and I started to miss my past like hell. No doubt past times are always the best, especially childhood. My best times was when I'm 12 years old. I have my great and crazy friends & my wonderful lovely teachers. The laughter and fun we had always remains in my mind and never be erased. Sometime I really really wish that time is reversible. Life would be much more easier. I do not stress like now, do not worry as much as i do now, even studies are easier. All I have to do everyday was to laugh with you all. I'd never dislike any classmates or teachers like I do nowadays. I just miss the time with you all. I could not describe what I'm feeling right now. All I could say was that I MISS TIME WITH YOU ALL, MY TRUE FRIENDS!
OMG! What a lame school i'm in?! How can electric supplies got cut in the middle of an event? Why can't you change the lame old mic so that we can hear clearer? Why can't you just improve a little so that you never embarrass yourself? Oh God~~
I'm close to tears. Again you're blaming me. Why can't you see your mistakes? Why do you always pinpoint other's when you're not any better? I know you'll never understand how I feel.
I'm feeling so miserable. Why can't you understand my feelings? I've been with you for 4years and yet you never thank me once for supporting. How long have you know them? Yet you're thanking them in public for supporting you as if i did nothing for you and I don't deserve to be appreciated.
Sadness overwhelmed me. Causing me unable to sleep. Just like the song "Breakeven", "while I'm awake he's no trouble sleeping". You don't know that i cried because of you. You don't know that you caused my heart to ache. All you know is that I'm not good enough, not being patient. What you expect from me after a month of isolation from you? All you know is send me a message whenever you want and ignore me TOTALLY whenever you want too.
I'm still awake at 1a.m when you probably having sweet dreams. Feeling so deeply hurt that I can feel nothing else. Though I feel a little better after crying but that doesn't help me to get to sleep. Keep turning in the bed, keep thinking bout you and me, putting myself into a more miserable state. It's 2.53 a.m, cried for the second time. But you're still sleeping.
I have no idea what I can do to let myself relax my mind and sleep. I tried not to think, but I think more instead. Say the prayer in my head again and again, thankfully it worked. I feel better, more calm and soothe. I started to feel tired, and able to sleep slightly after 3.
Why do we always get the wrong timing? I'm asleep around 3 and your message is 3.15.
Why do you put all the blames on me? I'm still sad. Yeah I'm treating you cold, but you deserve it! I want you to feel how I feel, though I know you might never know how I feel. All you think is yourself. There's more room for your friends and less for me. When will you start to realize how much you hurt me?
Sadness overwhelmed me. Causing me unable to sleep. Just like the song "Breakeven", "while I'm awake he's no trouble sleeping". You don't know that i cried because of you. You don't know that you caused my heart to ache. All you know is that I'm not good enough, not being patient. What you expect from me after a month of isolation from you? All you know is send me a message whenever you want and ignore me TOTALLY whenever you want too.
I'm still awake at 1a.m when you probably having sweet dreams. Feeling so deeply hurt that I can feel nothing else. Though I feel a little better after crying but that doesn't help me to get to sleep. Keep turning in the bed, keep thinking bout you and me, putting myself into a more miserable state. It's 2.53 a.m, cried for the second time. But you're still sleeping.
I have no idea what I can do to let myself relax my mind and sleep. I tried not to think, but I think more instead. Say the prayer in my head again and again, thankfully it worked. I feel better, more calm and soothe. I started to feel tired, and able to sleep slightly after 3.
Why do we always get the wrong timing? I'm asleep around 3 and your message is 3.15.
Why do you put all the blames on me? I'm still sad. Yeah I'm treating you cold, but you deserve it! I want you to feel how I feel, though I know you might never know how I feel. All you think is yourself. There's more room for your friends and less for me. When will you start to realize how much you hurt me?
28.8.2009
went to genting highland today... it's about 11smthg i guess when myy family and i leave the house... i'm so hungry that morning so i ate a red bean paste "pau"... it wasn't that nice since it is not hot... not even warm... zzz
make me feel so full after that... but half way stopped at Old Town to have a lunch... i ordered set lunch- pan mee
because of the pau that made me felt so full i was unable to finish the pan mee
luckily dad finished it for me =P
then continue our journey to genting
checked in resort hotel when we reached
i took a nap... then bathe... then dinner time-BUFFET!!! weee
variety of food... chinese cuisine, western cuisine, desserts, bla bla bla... and my FAVORITE-SALAD w thousand island sauce... YUMMY
had a big plate of salad 1st b4 having other food... hehe
i tried d jelly... taste weird... ewww
anyway... i dun think i tried all the food... i only remember i ate salad and sushi... haha
should eat more... wasted XD
went for movie at 8 after dinner... watched kung fu cyborg... it's kinda funny...
GO WATCH IT!! niwayz... it's kinda boring
din go for any games there...
29.8.2009
came back kinda early today... headed to puchong for some matter... had thai food there... ate pineapple rice which i wanted to eat for sooooo long ^^.. YUMMY
then came home and sleep sleep sleeppp... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
went to genting highland today... it's about 11smthg i guess when myy family and i leave the house... i'm so hungry that morning so i ate a red bean paste "pau"... it wasn't that nice since it is not hot... not even warm... zzz
make me feel so full after that... but half way stopped at Old Town to have a lunch... i ordered set lunch- pan mee
because of the pau that made me felt so full i was unable to finish the pan mee
luckily dad finished it for me =P
then continue our journey to genting
checked in resort hotel when we reached
i took a nap... then bathe... then dinner time-BUFFET!!! weee
variety of food... chinese cuisine, western cuisine, desserts, bla bla bla... and my FAVORITE-SALAD w thousand island sauce... YUMMY
had a big plate of salad 1st b4 having other food... hehe
i tried d jelly... taste weird... ewww
anyway... i dun think i tried all the food... i only remember i ate salad and sushi... haha
should eat more... wasted XD
went for movie at 8 after dinner... watched kung fu cyborg... it's kinda funny...
GO WATCH IT!! niwayz... it's kinda boring
din go for any games there...
29.8.2009
came back kinda early today... headed to puchong for some matter... had thai food there... ate pineapple rice which i wanted to eat for sooooo long ^^.. YUMMY
then came home and sleep sleep sleeppp... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
My betta fish jz died
so sad... i cried.... i'm so sorry to it for not taking good care of it
besides, my siblings' fishes were still okay but only mine falling sick always
maybe like mom said, those fishes are like us... i'm weak... same goes to my fish fish...
although jz few months having it... but i'm really sad
remember d days when i play with it, feeding it...
should i rear another 1? i dunno... i would like to have 1... but i'm scared to lose it again....
haiz... sobsob
so sad... i cried.... i'm so sorry to it for not taking good care of it
besides, my siblings' fishes were still okay but only mine falling sick always
maybe like mom said, those fishes are like us... i'm weak... same goes to my fish fish...
although jz few months having it... but i'm really sad
remember d days when i play with it, feeding it...
should i rear another 1? i dunno... i would like to have 1... but i'm scared to lose it again....
haiz... sobsob
Tomorrow going to start my 1st tuition class... actually i had tuition this monday but that was just a trial... so tomorrow would be the official day of starting tuition.... a remarkable day.. LOL
okay... a good news is i got a new phone... although not that impressed by the phone( because of it design n all those), but feel satisfied after checking it online... haha
It is the Nokia 3120 classic... i thought it was released for ages but actually it was just a year++... So sorry to my phone... haha
but my k550i still seems to be ok... other than that stupid 4 keys which was actually spoiled again after fixing... it'll cost another 80-100 ( as told by those phone seller) to send it to SE centre to fix it.... nvm
but i haven got use with nokia phone yet... this is my 1st nokia phone... last 2 was SE phone (k700i n k550i)... so i've to spend more time w my new phone to understand it better... perhaps i should get some info from my guy ( nokia supporter i guess)... he knows a lot about nokia i think..... but i know he is good in hiding stuff inside the phone... i dunno how he do it... i'll ask n c if i can do anything "weird" with my phone....
btw... wat's going to happen to me when my parents know my results? will it be a disaster? haha
not doing so well in the exam especially BM ( which was a subject which i really able to score "in the past") HAHA... i think i just passed w a few marks more than passing marks.... ZZzzzzz
unexpectedly... my bio is even higher... i scored 41 out of 50 in paper 3!!! hoho!!! it's the paper 3 that actually save me from failin in bio... n thanks to my sweet n generous chemistry teacher... i score 50/50 in paper 3 :p... same goes to some of my friends but niwayz, jack i'm so sorry for u... But tis is wat we call "fair and square" haha....
SLEEP SOON... GOOD NIGHT
okay... a good news is i got a new phone... although not that impressed by the phone( because of it design n all those), but feel satisfied after checking it online... haha
It is the Nokia 3120 classic... i thought it was released for ages but actually it was just a year++... So sorry to my phone... haha
but my k550i still seems to be ok... other than that stupid 4 keys which was actually spoiled again after fixing... it'll cost another 80-100 ( as told by those phone seller) to send it to SE centre to fix it.... nvm
but i haven got use with nokia phone yet... this is my 1st nokia phone... last 2 was SE phone (k700i n k550i)... so i've to spend more time w my new phone to understand it better... perhaps i should get some info from my guy ( nokia supporter i guess)... he knows a lot about nokia i think..... but i know he is good in hiding stuff inside the phone... i dunno how he do it... i'll ask n c if i can do anything "weird" with my phone....
btw... wat's going to happen to me when my parents know my results? will it be a disaster? haha
not doing so well in the exam especially BM ( which was a subject which i really able to score "in the past") HAHA... i think i just passed w a few marks more than passing marks.... ZZzzzzz
unexpectedly... my bio is even higher... i scored 41 out of 50 in paper 3!!! hoho!!! it's the paper 3 that actually save me from failin in bio... n thanks to my sweet n generous chemistry teacher... i score 50/50 in paper 3 :p... same goes to some of my friends but niwayz, jack i'm so sorry for u... But tis is wat we call "fair and square" haha....
SLEEP SOON... GOOD NIGHT
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Friends forever~
OMG!!! How nice is it to talk bout the past. Just had a roughly 30minutes chat with Miss Bee and I started to miss my past like hell. No doubt past times are always the best, especially childhood. My best times was when I'm 12 years old. I have my great and crazy friends & my wonderful lovely teachers. The laughter and fun we had always remains in my mind and never be erased. Sometime I really really wish that time is reversible. Life would be much more easier. I do not stress like now, do not worry as much as i do now, even studies are easier. All I have to do everyday was to laugh with you all. I'd never dislike any classmates or teachers like I do nowadays. I just miss the time with you all. I could not describe what I'm feeling right now. All I could say was that I MISS TIME WITH YOU ALL, MY TRUE FRIENDS!
Friday, April 16, 2010
What a shame~
OMG! What a lame school i'm in?! How can electric supplies got cut in the middle of an event? Why can't you change the lame old mic so that we can hear clearer? Why can't you just improve a little so that you never embarrass yourself? Oh God~~
Sad~
I'm close to tears. Again you're blaming me. Why can't you see your mistakes? Why do you always pinpoint other's when you're not any better? I know you'll never understand how I feel.
Miserable~
I'm feeling so miserable. Why can't you understand my feelings? I've been with you for 4years and yet you never thank me once for supporting. How long have you know them? Yet you're thanking them in public for supporting you as if i did nothing for you and I don't deserve to be appreciated.
Sadness overwhelmed me. Causing me unable to sleep. Just like the song "Breakeven", "while I'm awake he's no trouble sleeping". You don't know that i cried because of you. You don't know that you caused my heart to ache. All you know is that I'm not good enough, not being patient. What you expect from me after a month of isolation from you? All you know is send me a message whenever you want and ignore me TOTALLY whenever you want too.
I'm still awake at 1a.m when you probably having sweet dreams. Feeling so deeply hurt that I can feel nothing else. Though I feel a little better after crying but that doesn't help me to get to sleep. Keep turning in the bed, keep thinking bout you and me, putting myself into a more miserable state. It's 2.53 a.m, cried for the second time. But you're still sleeping.
I have no idea what I can do to let myself relax my mind and sleep. I tried not to think, but I think more instead. Say the prayer in my head again and again, thankfully it worked. I feel better, more calm and soothe. I started to feel tired, and able to sleep slightly after 3.
Why do we always get the wrong timing? I'm asleep around 3 and your message is 3.15.
Why do you put all the blames on me? I'm still sad. Yeah I'm treating you cold, but you deserve it! I want you to feel how I feel, though I know you might never know how I feel. All you think is yourself. There's more room for your friends and less for me. When will you start to realize how much you hurt me?
Sadness overwhelmed me. Causing me unable to sleep. Just like the song "Breakeven", "while I'm awake he's no trouble sleeping". You don't know that i cried because of you. You don't know that you caused my heart to ache. All you know is that I'm not good enough, not being patient. What you expect from me after a month of isolation from you? All you know is send me a message whenever you want and ignore me TOTALLY whenever you want too.
I'm still awake at 1a.m when you probably having sweet dreams. Feeling so deeply hurt that I can feel nothing else. Though I feel a little better after crying but that doesn't help me to get to sleep. Keep turning in the bed, keep thinking bout you and me, putting myself into a more miserable state. It's 2.53 a.m, cried for the second time. But you're still sleeping.
I have no idea what I can do to let myself relax my mind and sleep. I tried not to think, but I think more instead. Say the prayer in my head again and again, thankfully it worked. I feel better, more calm and soothe. I started to feel tired, and able to sleep slightly after 3.
Why do we always get the wrong timing? I'm asleep around 3 and your message is 3.15.
Why do you put all the blames on me? I'm still sad. Yeah I'm treating you cold, but you deserve it! I want you to feel how I feel, though I know you might never know how I feel. All you think is yourself. There's more room for your friends and less for me. When will you start to realize how much you hurt me?
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Untitled XD
28.8.2009
went to genting highland today... it's about 11smthg i guess when myy family and i leave the house... i'm so hungry that morning so i ate a red bean paste "pau"... it wasn't that nice since it is not hot... not even warm... zzz
make me feel so full after that... but half way stopped at Old Town to have a lunch... i ordered set lunch- pan mee
because of the pau that made me felt so full i was unable to finish the pan mee
luckily dad finished it for me =P
then continue our journey to genting
checked in resort hotel when we reached
i took a nap... then bathe... then dinner time-BUFFET!!! weee
variety of food... chinese cuisine, western cuisine, desserts, bla bla bla... and my FAVORITE-SALAD w thousand island sauce... YUMMY
had a big plate of salad 1st b4 having other food... hehe
i tried d jelly... taste weird... ewww
anyway... i dun think i tried all the food... i only remember i ate salad and sushi... haha
should eat more... wasted XD
went for movie at 8 after dinner... watched kung fu cyborg... it's kinda funny...
GO WATCH IT!! niwayz... it's kinda boring
din go for any games there...
29.8.2009
came back kinda early today... headed to puchong for some matter... had thai food there... ate pineapple rice which i wanted to eat for sooooo long ^^.. YUMMY
then came home and sleep sleep sleeppp... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
went to genting highland today... it's about 11smthg i guess when myy family and i leave the house... i'm so hungry that morning so i ate a red bean paste "pau"... it wasn't that nice since it is not hot... not even warm... zzz
make me feel so full after that... but half way stopped at Old Town to have a lunch... i ordered set lunch- pan mee
because of the pau that made me felt so full i was unable to finish the pan mee
luckily dad finished it for me =P
then continue our journey to genting
checked in resort hotel when we reached
i took a nap... then bathe... then dinner time-BUFFET!!! weee
variety of food... chinese cuisine, western cuisine, desserts, bla bla bla... and my FAVORITE-SALAD w thousand island sauce... YUMMY
had a big plate of salad 1st b4 having other food... hehe
i tried d jelly... taste weird... ewww
anyway... i dun think i tried all the food... i only remember i ate salad and sushi... haha
should eat more... wasted XD
went for movie at 8 after dinner... watched kung fu cyborg... it's kinda funny...
GO WATCH IT!! niwayz... it's kinda boring
din go for any games there...
29.8.2009
came back kinda early today... headed to puchong for some matter... had thai food there... ate pineapple rice which i wanted to eat for sooooo long ^^.. YUMMY
then came home and sleep sleep sleeppp... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Bye my little fish fish
My betta fish jz died
so sad... i cried.... i'm so sorry to it for not taking good care of it
besides, my siblings' fishes were still okay but only mine falling sick always
maybe like mom said, those fishes are like us... i'm weak... same goes to my fish fish...
although jz few months having it... but i'm really sad
remember d days when i play with it, feeding it...
should i rear another 1? i dunno... i would like to have 1... but i'm scared to lose it again....
haiz... sobsob
so sad... i cried.... i'm so sorry to it for not taking good care of it
besides, my siblings' fishes were still okay but only mine falling sick always
maybe like mom said, those fishes are like us... i'm weak... same goes to my fish fish...
although jz few months having it... but i'm really sad
remember d days when i play with it, feeding it...
should i rear another 1? i dunno... i would like to have 1... but i'm scared to lose it again....
haiz... sobsob
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Blaa~~~
Tomorrow going to start my 1st tuition class... actually i had tuition this monday but that was just a trial... so tomorrow would be the official day of starting tuition.... a remarkable day.. LOL
okay... a good news is i got a new phone... although not that impressed by the phone( because of it design n all those), but feel satisfied after checking it online... haha
It is the Nokia 3120 classic... i thought it was released for ages but actually it was just a year++... So sorry to my phone... haha
but my k550i still seems to be ok... other than that stupid 4 keys which was actually spoiled again after fixing... it'll cost another 80-100 ( as told by those phone seller) to send it to SE centre to fix it.... nvm
but i haven got use with nokia phone yet... this is my 1st nokia phone... last 2 was SE phone (k700i n k550i)... so i've to spend more time w my new phone to understand it better... perhaps i should get some info from my guy ( nokia supporter i guess)... he knows a lot about nokia i think..... but i know he is good in hiding stuff inside the phone... i dunno how he do it... i'll ask n c if i can do anything "weird" with my phone....
btw... wat's going to happen to me when my parents know my results? will it be a disaster? haha
not doing so well in the exam especially BM ( which was a subject which i really able to score "in the past") HAHA... i think i just passed w a few marks more than passing marks.... ZZzzzzz
unexpectedly... my bio is even higher... i scored 41 out of 50 in paper 3!!! hoho!!! it's the paper 3 that actually save me from failin in bio... n thanks to my sweet n generous chemistry teacher... i score 50/50 in paper 3 :p... same goes to some of my friends but niwayz, jack i'm so sorry for u... But tis is wat we call "fair and square" haha....
SLEEP SOON... GOOD NIGHT
okay... a good news is i got a new phone... although not that impressed by the phone( because of it design n all those), but feel satisfied after checking it online... haha
It is the Nokia 3120 classic... i thought it was released for ages but actually it was just a year++... So sorry to my phone... haha
but my k550i still seems to be ok... other than that stupid 4 keys which was actually spoiled again after fixing... it'll cost another 80-100 ( as told by those phone seller) to send it to SE centre to fix it.... nvm
but i haven got use with nokia phone yet... this is my 1st nokia phone... last 2 was SE phone (k700i n k550i)... so i've to spend more time w my new phone to understand it better... perhaps i should get some info from my guy ( nokia supporter i guess)... he knows a lot about nokia i think..... but i know he is good in hiding stuff inside the phone... i dunno how he do it... i'll ask n c if i can do anything "weird" with my phone....
btw... wat's going to happen to me when my parents know my results? will it be a disaster? haha
not doing so well in the exam especially BM ( which was a subject which i really able to score "in the past") HAHA... i think i just passed w a few marks more than passing marks.... ZZzzzzz
unexpectedly... my bio is even higher... i scored 41 out of 50 in paper 3!!! hoho!!! it's the paper 3 that actually save me from failin in bio... n thanks to my sweet n generous chemistry teacher... i score 50/50 in paper 3 :p... same goes to some of my friends but niwayz, jack i'm so sorry for u... But tis is wat we call "fair and square" haha....
SLEEP SOON... GOOD NIGHT
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