6th and 7th May... Hehe

6th May~
Got my very first own laptop. This was awesome- Dell Inspiron!! Never thought I will get a laptop before my SPM as both my sisters got it after their SPM. Dad had said he ordered a laptop but called it 'his laptop'. So I thought it was supposed to be his. Suprisingly the laptop come home today and dad says "you take the new laptop, the old one is mine." I'm like "huh? I thought it was yours?" but nevermind. Kept quiet. Hahaha
If I was given a choice I would have chose pink, but it's ok. Black looks elegant. And it's design was quite nice. Love it. After all my sisters' laptops are acer's and only mine was Dell. kekeke
Thanks dad. Love you much~
I gotta study hard so that i deserve this gift!!

7th May~
Wow. Why do I feel so tired today? All I wanted to do was sleep and sleep. Thank goodness first two classes are free period and i can sleep. I even used my lunch time for sleeping. Though I ate during recess but I still feel hungry. Gosh, what happened to me? I'd never feel hungry in the past. Why nowadays it seems I'm feeling hungry always? But thanks to my lovely friend's bread. A bite of it make my hunger flee immediately, just a bite, I swear. But it's just a bite! Is my stomach really that small? I can eat a lot when I want to, trust me. But I myself couldn't believe that a small piece of bread would be able to keep me from starving. LOL
Niwayz, thanks for the bread, cicak! haha
It's finally time to go home. Waited for the school van to come and OHMIGOD!! For the first time I witness a road accident. At first I only hear some dragging sound on the road, then a motorist fell. He didn't wear his helmet properly and so the helmet came off. I guess he knocked his head and fainted but was conscious again soon. I was like "Oh shit,shit, shit! God, bless that guy!" I nearly cry cause it scare the hell outta me! Thankfully the motorist was able to move by himself, though it seems he's a little dizzy cause he seems swaying. Coincidently, a poliwce car was passing by, so I think they took him to the hospital. The car's left side mirror was broken. Luckily it wasn't something horrible and bloody, or I'm gonna have nightmares tonight. God bless~

~Sunny Sunday~

Here comes the Sunday and I'm suppose to go for a 3hours tuition class?? Hell no.
Dude, are you insane putting class on Sunday? Ha-ha-ha
For sure I'm not attending. :P
So I went back hometown. Dad drove the new Suzuki SX4. A little too pack for 6 people to sit in. What make it worse is I'm sitting by the window and for don't know how many times I knocked my head. Dammit.
So we went for breakfast at somewhere, ate pan mee. That place was like, eww..., but we still sat and eat. OMG!! Wipe the table with a tissue and the tissue turns black! Yer~ What's more disgusting was a lizard climbed onto sis's leg!! Wahseh, that was like super duper disgusting. Lizards are disgusting!
Kay, then continue our journey back to hometown. Dropped dad at the golf club first then mom asked second sis learn to drive there. Damn, I was like so boring and wanted to sleep. Ergh~
But finally eldest sis took over and drove back to grandparents' place. Went to dad's side's first. Had some chicken and a herbal egg. Quite okay. Then went to mom's side's. God... It was so so hot! I feet so sticky and boring. Mom, grandma and cousin sis played lami mahjong. We younger kids have nothing to do other than watch TV and sleep. Basically all of us, I mean 4 of us slept. Finally the clock struck 6 pm and it was time to fetch dad from the golf club. Went home and went over to opposite neighbor's house to eat since they invited earlier this morning. The food was okay. They was actually celebrating someone 60th birthday. Oh well~
My family thought it wouldn't be much things to be eaten so we actually packed 3 pack of noodles. And there the noodle is on the table now. Doubt it could be finish. Hahaha

Day for Shopping~

Mom woke me up at 11.30 a.m this morning, though by 9 am i was already awake just that I'm still in bed, and went out for shopping right after I bathed and dressed up. Didn't even take a proper breakfast meal. Only had a small cup of water and a small piece of bread. lol
First stop was The Store at Petaling Jaya. Not really thrilled cause that place only has groceries and clothes and partially because a little unhappy, or i should say angry cause of an incident yesterday. Anyway, just went and walk around and look at the clothes. Not really interested even though they are having sale cause I have a lot of clothes already, more than enough actually cause it was like once in a blue moon for me to go shopping. Places I go are usually supermarkets like Giant, Econsave and Tesco and not shopping centres, so what's the point dressing up so beautifully? Besides it's kinda weird right? Haha
Niwayz, was looking around for some short pants cause I sort of lack of it. It seems only Institute has shorts! Damn, boring. Institute's shorts are just not my style. Previously bought 2 shorts which was Institute's. The first one was okay as it is plain black and NOT LOOSE. The second one, well, I think I only wore it like... erm... twice? It was loose for me even it is S size!! So... yeah, not gonna buy Institute's shorts anymore. :P
Then continued my hunt at other brand's department. Like I said, it seems only Institute has shorts, so of course my hunt failed. Sad. But when I came to one of my favorite brand, that's VJ Jeans' department, some long pants attracted me. Okay, so it was actually the pink and black belt on the pants that attracts me LOL
I looked at the quarter length pants first, cause I wanted to buy one also. It was quite okay, has 2 colors, brown and black. Couldn't decide which to choose so grab both of it. Then look at the long pants, looks great. So grab it also and went to the fitting room. So the black quarter length pants look good. The brown... erm... no, not my style. And then the long black pants... AWESOME!!! I love it. It makes my legs look great!! It hugs my leg tight but it's comfortable and make it look slender and long, and isn't that what a girl wants? hehehe
But here come the problem... Indecisive. Should I take the long o quarter length pants? Damn!! I hate making decisions. Like hell I love both of it but since it seems I won't be going out frequently it's better to choose only one. But I love both of them!! So mommy says, "Your choice. Take both of it if you want and then you won't have to buy clothes anymore." Woosh~ So I took both of them!! Haha...
Mom and sisters bought some clothes too. And I asked mommy to buy the sharkfin melon, to make soup, cause I like it. So she bought it and some other groceries and we went home~~ Wee~~ Da bao food on the way home... I'm so hungry!!
So reach home, eat, rest. It was like around 3 pm when we reach home and by 4.45 pm or so we went out for second station!! Wooh~
And it's Leisure Mall~~
Nothing for me to buy in LM. So just walked around, or maybe I call it exercise. Damn, just knew that I was actually stupid. Reached at the first buliding, the cinema side, went to Watson, looked around, went to the other building, the boutiques side, and went to Guardian in the same building. Planned to buy somethings I wanted to buy long ago. Why choose Guardian? Cause I thought of collecting the stickers to get the soft toys... Haha
But dammit, they either sell more expensive than Watson or they don't have the thing I want. So to hell with the stickers. :P
And here comes the stupidity. Went into Giant opposite Guardian, looked for mom, found mom, and decided to go back to Watson to buy something. So I went back to Watson, taking back the path I used to go to the boutiques' building, reached Watson, buy my stuff, and decided to go back to the other building to look for mom. So I took the same path AGAIN and when I found mom she just paid in Giant and wanted to go back to the other building( the Watson one)since our car is parked that side. And so I take the path AGAIN!! This is how stupid I can be. =.=
What's for dinner? Fried rice and the leftover chicken rice da bao in the noon and DUMPLING!! yummy~ I helped. I'm a stupid but a good girl. Wakaka
I helped to wash the mountain of dishes too!!
Okay... So this post is a little too long. Thank you and congratz if you read the whole post. Sorry if you didn't cause I know it's boring... Tata~~ :-)

Friends forever~

OMG!!! How nice is it to talk bout the past. Just had a roughly 30minutes chat with Miss Bee and I started to miss my past like hell. No doubt past times are always the best, especially childhood. My best times was when I'm 12 years old. I have my great and crazy friends & my wonderful lovely teachers. The laughter and fun we had always remains in my mind and never be erased. Sometime I really really wish that time is reversible. Life would be much more easier. I do not stress like now, do not worry as much as i do now, even studies are easier. All I have to do everyday was to laugh with you all. I'd never dislike any classmates or teachers like I do nowadays. I just miss the time with you all. I could not describe what I'm feeling right now. All I could say was that I MISS TIME WITH YOU ALL, MY TRUE FRIENDS!

What a shame~

OMG! What a lame school i'm in?! How can electric supplies got cut in the middle of an event? Why can't you change the lame old mic so that we can hear clearer? Why can't you just improve a little so that you never embarrass yourself? Oh God~~

Sad~

I'm close to tears. Again you're blaming me. Why can't you see your mistakes? Why do you always pinpoint other's when you're not any better? I know you'll never understand how I feel.

Miserable~

I'm feeling so miserable. Why can't you understand my feelings? I've been with you for 4years and yet you never thank me once for supporting. How long have you know them? Yet you're thanking them in public for supporting you as if i did nothing for you and I don't deserve to be appreciated.
Sadness overwhelmed me. Causing me unable to sleep. Just like the song "Breakeven", "while I'm awake he's no trouble sleeping". You don't know that i cried because of you. You don't know that you caused my heart to ache. All you know is that I'm not good enough, not being patient. What you expect from me after a month of isolation from you? All you know is send me a message whenever you want and ignore me TOTALLY whenever you want too.
I'm still awake at 1a.m when you probably having sweet dreams. Feeling so deeply hurt that I can feel nothing else. Though I feel a little better after crying but that doesn't help me to get to sleep. Keep turning in the bed, keep thinking bout you and me, putting myself into a more miserable state. It's 2.53 a.m, cried for the second time. But you're still sleeping.
I have no idea what I can do to let myself relax my mind and sleep. I tried not to think, but I think more instead. Say the prayer in my head again and again, thankfully it worked. I feel better, more calm and soothe. I started to feel tired, and able to sleep slightly after 3.
Why do we always get the wrong timing? I'm asleep around 3 and your message is 3.15.
Why do you put all the blames on me? I'm still sad. Yeah I'm treating you cold, but you deserve it! I want you to feel how I feel, though I know you might never know how I feel. All you think is yourself. There's more room for your friends and less for me. When will you start to realize how much you hurt me?