Feeling lost

Just finished exam 3days ago... results are expected...
no matter how hard i studied i still couldn't answer those science papers questions... haiz
lucky my chemist still got 71, that's 2A... but bio paper 1 36 still ok as it is over 50... but paper 2... wth... 35/100... left paper 3 now... nvm nvm... try again next time... moral 85%... maths 89% but got extra marks so 92%... english result isn't that ideal... malay will be worse... answering crap in d paper.... the way i answered is like I DON'T CARE!!!
this exam made me really stressful... TILL I GOT WHITE HAIR!!!
exam over but my mood isn't that good... who cares? no 1...
the 1 who should be concerning me is blaming me giving him stress and problems everyday... i know u got lot of work to do... but how bout me... u seems treating your friends better than me!!!
why cant u simply satisfied my request jz to make me feel better? must you stand so firm? u dun concern bout me at all
u stress... yes i know... but how bout me?
y must u always be selfish
cant u be considerate? i'm really unhappy these days
u asked anything? did u ever bother what i'm unhappy with?
when i'm telling u what i'm not happy with can u not ignore me? or showing me some expression which i WISH NOT GET??? u ever think of ways to make me feel happy? NO
ALL YOU THINK IS YOURSELF!!!

心碎了~

如果我犯了你犯过的错，你懂得体谅吗？也许我该问＂你会吗？＂
不。。。 你不会。。。你只会问我 ＂你知道你错什么吗？为什么你不懂得为我的感觉着想＂。
哪我呢？？？难道我是冷血动物。。。没感觉 ，不懂得什么是＂伤心＂？？？ 难道你的错就不是错。。。 我错了，就该一次又一次的被训，责怪和骂？为什么只有我会错，你绝永远对？？

Bye to the tests~~~

Yay!!!! Finally finish the last test paper-Chemistry today... The last and the most difficult one... Don't know how much i can score... Don't wanna think about it... Like teacherSSS say,"It's just the first-term test, so it's ok. Just do well in your mid-term exam." Haha
But i got 100% for my Add Math&Math... LOL
Have not been blogging for sometimes cause nothing happens much recently... But i had a pretty nice day last Saturday as i got to spend over half of the day with my guy... LOL... Although I got to go out with him... Some other thing irritates me A LOT!! Actually the outing to Sunway Pyramid is planned by "a number of friends"... But when comes to Saturday, everyone said "sorry i can't go"... ZZZ
End up only Jason, Kenn and I went out... Spending hours in Sunway walking around the same place again and again.... Haha
We went to had sushi when we just reached... 3 of us did not have our breakfast...
Then went walking around... Went to MPH & Popular bookstore, Hinode Shop, Living Cabin and few other shops... Then planned to play bowling around 3.30... But the people there ask us to come back at 8.30 if we want to play cause that time "full house"... So we went to play archer... 1st time playing archer... I can still feel the pain now... Haha
Then we went for movie... Watched "The Tale of Desperaux". The mouse is pretty cute but overall, I dun really understand the story... :P
Then, went for some shopping... Jason bought a shirt and I GOT TO PAY... FINALLY!!! But still... He only allows me to pay half... zzz
Then i went to the shop " Lulu Belle"... Bought 2 bags and a bag accessories... Jason insisted to pay half... So... OK....
I wanted to buy shoes and clothes actually... But end up only buying that 2 bags... A gift for a teacher and a gift for someone... And some paper for art work... We leave Sunway around 7... Kinda late
We went to a party at friend's house after that... The food is not bad... She has a very cute doggie.... Owh~~~
I reach home almost 11 at night... :p and i went out around 11 in the morning... lol
Tiring but happy day....
~~~~~~~tata~~~~~

Happy Shopping Day ~~~

Weee~~~~
Finally went out for shopping today...
Went out at 1230 and be home around 630 :p
1st stop- 2nd sis fren hse to fetch sis (tuition)
2nd stop- Jusco Cheras Selatan
:- thought of buying some clothes... but din even buy 1 piece of cloth =.=
What i bought???? Oxy5 and a paper... cost me RM5.50+2.50= RM8 all together
3rd stop- Econsave opposite jusco LOL
:- i bought nthg there... Only mommy bought some stuff
4th and the last stop- Fun n Cheer (beside econsave)...
:- HAH!!! enjoying it... lol
it was a big store... selling variety kind of stuff.... not bad....
saw alot nice, cute n special stuff there too
the clock they sell is special... 2 clocks attracted me... 1 is like a boat... it's cute
and another 1 is ship... they have a picture moving... v.nice... mommy wanna buy but din buy
wat else ya.... OWH!!! roulette game set... haha
dad will like it... but we din buy... some stuff attracted mommy... especially the fake plum tree and those fake plant... they're nice... ^^
i bought steel crafted puzzle set... some nails deco... a wall sticker... some kind of thread and correction tape...
cost me RM0... LOL
mommy pay for all... we spend RM78.80 in that store... LOL.... it's normal for us... i expect it 2 reach 100.... haha
it was fun.... i love d steel puzzle... but i solve it all... no more fun
lil bro bought some kind of magic stuff.... those chain n a ring.... buy but dunno play.... mommy try... dunno also... i try play... GOTCHA!! kakaka
shopping is nice.... but it cause me din study for a day... haha
gonna study later... exam coming... hate it :P
~~~~tata~~~~

Miss u much~~~

Dear still in taipei and can't online..... So lonely.... Another 5days only dear will be back....
Dunno how to go through days w/o dear...
But last night i was quite happy that dear sms-ed me.... :P
Talk nthg much... only Said smthg couple would say when they are apart... Bleh~~
I'm so boring..... tried to study but i just cant concentrate and unable to understand.... especially physics... It really makes me headache... trying to understand something is bad enough ... trying to understand smthg u DON'T understand is even worse!!!
Argh.... So far i only studied physics.... still got chemistry.... bio... history.... add maths.... bla bla bla... urghhhh.... GIVE UP!! Zzzzzz
haiz.... still have to study lar........ Those who started to study 1st is always the person who cause problems to the generation after them.... LOL
Human should not be curious... No curiosity= no intention to know more= NO STUDIES!!!
Blah~~~ forget bout it
No point saying so much when i still have to study....
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!!
At home is so boring... makes me feel wanna sleep only...
Some more dear is not here... more boring....
Nvm.... Hope dear enjoy his trip... Hope he come back asap 2... bleh
Miss u much~~~
~~~~~~tata~~~~~~

Happy Holiday!!!

Finally got another week of holidays after the CNY one..... ^^
But not really that enjoyable as there is test after the holiday... It means that i have to study still.....
Argh... Sien
My dear is not in Malaysia... Unable to sms with him dunno will affect my concentration anot....
As dear almost 24hours sms-ing with me when he was in Malaysia... :p
So everyday have to online lo... Yesterday also online till 1am (let's c what happened)
~~~12th March 2009~~~
around 8 p.m~ online and waited for dear like one and a half hour.... 9.xxp.m.~Finally he online... Kinda happy but when he leave me alone looking nothing through the webcam makes me feel kinda upset... waited for an hour+ now also need to wait.... ZzZzzzZ
Nevermind... Forget bout that.... talk to dear for awhile... His bro came in to the room... Trying to talk w him but dunno wat 2 reply LOL... but still... i replied a few sentences... then... continue talking to dear... his bro went in again.... and dunno when went out again (not really concentrating... half way doing homework that time :p)... THEN... Smthg i never expect happened... Jason's dad came in the room... din notice tat till dear called my name... dunno how 2 describe tat feeling... But i knew i started to sweat... Dunno what should i do... maybe... a little bit of nervous ( dunno y )... then... blushing???? paiseh nia :p... naughty dear still tease me... make me feel even worse... Grrr.... i wanna revenge some day... i gonna make u blush n tease at you... HAH!! wait n c... :p... erm... nvm... overall... had a pretty good talk w my dear... Off9....
~~~back to 13th March 2009~~~
Wooow.... Tired tired.... So TIRED..... Some more it's raining when i woke....Make me even more wanna continue having my own sweet time sleeping in the bed... Urgh... Sure nice if today is a holiday... Can sleep longer... lol
What else can i do in school? study lor.................. sienz
come home first thing to do is on9 find dear... see... so good de gf LOL( just joking)
din really talk much... but at least he knew i'm ok... and same here... i know he's ok....
erm... then go do some work... went to pasar malam again today... no buy much stuff also... help mommy take mango... 2KG!!! Goodness... luckily my hand is still "alive"... But no complain la.... mommy also taking oranges... heavy also... impossible ask her take all mah..... ^^
then.... nthg adi.. now on9 lo... waited dear to be back from china.... now he on9 adi... so...
~~~~~~tata~~~~~~

boring day~~~

another boring day... today nothing much for me to write....
what i did today??? let's see....
woke at 8xx n sleep again... be in the bed till 11...
then have my breakfast.... then watch tv.... then... I FINALLY STUDY "SEJARAH" LOL
read for few pages.... not in good mood today.... read read read... n my favourite... "SLEEP"
wake up go bath.... then hv my dinner... eat porridge... not bad
dear so worry bout i burn my tongue... silly dear
me no more small kiddy la.... :p
then i watch tv after dinner.... then i go study again.... then watch tv again... and now i'm online~~~
;p
~~~~ tata~~~~